This is just an experiment, a way to journal, and it might just be because I am inspired by so many talented bloggers that I had to do it too.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Drained
Tonight I have so many thoughts going through my head. The past nine days have been really difficult physically and emotionally. I feel so unbelievably drained. I don't remember feeling like this in a good long while--I know I have been before, but I always had reasons then. This time it has snuck up on me. I got the stomach virus (or something) last Monday and stayed sick through the rest of the week. I went home and enjoyed myself thoroughly but did not get enough sleep I guess. An emotional turmoil last night has pushed me over my edge for a lack of better words. I just feel so drained! I am happy, but not the kind of happy I was...or the kind of happy I am accustomed to. I don't like it. Anyway, I have so much work to do before Friday, and I just don't want to do it. This isn't me. Even when I have not wanted to do schoolwork before, I always sat down and did it. I am the A student. This semester I am scared literally for the first time in my school career that my GPA will be changing. I say it's not the end of the world because it's not, but it's also not me. It doesn't fit my personality. I don't know what's up. I guess I'm just drained.
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